Spoil Part 6

My last year of high school, Josh went of to university and I had one more month till I graduate. With him not around it was weird, I missed him a lot I did talk to him every other day on the phone but it wasn’t the same.

Since he wasn’t around I start getting into more trouble, I start skipping weeks of classes which effect my mark.

I got new boyfriend every week so most people thought I was a whore and worse my parents were getting on my nerve they came back from Ireland couple months ago and I was having arguments with them every day.

‘Sandy, do u know how drunk you were last night!’ Mom was shouting at me, Last night I came home drunk I was out partying and my friends made me drink.

‘Why you care?!’ I said angrily it was true I was drunk but that didn’t mean that she can shout at me like this.

‘You couldn’t even walk Sandy, We are your parents and you worry us" dad said trying to calm both me and my mom down,

I know I drink too much and I shouldn’t have but I couldn’t do anything It just happen.

‘I’m sorry’ I said thinking of what else to say.

‘Go to your room and your grounded’ dad said and like always I went in my room. Same story going on for last 5 years and no one was tired of it.

The last time I had a good conversation with my parents was when I was 12 years old after that all I did was argue about things that didn’t really make sense.

I decided to go to same university as Josh and I got in easily because of my marks they weren’t good but they weren’t bad either, I was so happy, and when I told Josh he was happy too.

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Prom night was amazing we had a blast so many boys asked me out but I didn’t say yes to any of them instead I went and ask out Abron.

I know he had a crush on me since grade 10 he just couldn’t tell me, he wasn’t hot but he wasn’t ugly either he was normal like any average boy, so I asked him out and of course he said yes.

He was so happy that he ran around the whole school telling that we have a date together it was amazing and funny.

On prom day I wear the prettiest dress and went with Abron we had an amazing time, we slow dance, we kiss, and best of all he didn’t wanted to sleep with me like all the other boys did all he wanted was to have fun and be with me, which was amazing.

After the prom I took him to my house and he met my parents they seem to like him (the first boy they actually like).

‘Sandy why did you choose me?’ Abron asked one night, he reminded me of me and Jay.

I asked the same question to Jay when we start dating but all he did was kiss me and I thought he actually care about me.

But I wasn’t going to do the same to Abron so I answer him by simply saying ‘Abron your different from other boys, I wish I dated you earlier.’

It was true If I had met Abron earlier maybe my life would have been better, but I was still sticking by my rule to not fall in love with any boy no matter what happens.

I liked Abron actually I liked him a lot but I just couldn’t get myself to feel the love between us I guess he felt the same way because after he start staying away from me there was always a distance between us it just didn’t seem right.

We decided to break up and stay friends which was fine by me and since there wasn’t love or anything it hurt me but not as bad as it should have.

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'I’m single’ I said trying not to start an argument again, it was always hard to be nice to Shawn especially when he was being mean.

‘What! You’re single?’ Shawn said, Shawn was Kelly’s cousin who used to be around her 24/7, he was really weird and it was really uncomfortable being around him.

‘Yes Shawn I’m single is that a problem!?’ I said ignoring him as much as possible, I did agree with everyone when they call me spoil but that doesn’t mean they can make fun of me.

‘Chill girl, no need to show attitude just surprising to hear that’ Shawn said as I walk away from him.

‘I don’t like him’ I said to Kelly as we walk down the road.

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People who tell you what your doing is wrong are people who you start to hate even though what they are saying is for your own good and you know deep inside that they are right but you just don't want to listen. That’s what happen to me, my friends and parents always wanted to help me but I wouldn’t listen to them I thought of them as my enemies who wouldn’t let me do what I want. I guess that’s why they say you should keep your friends close and enemies closer because people you hate are mostly right, isn't that’s the reason you hate them? I should have listen to those people but I didn't.

‘Hello’ I said picking up the phone; I was with Josh when my cell phone rang.

‘Sweaty can you come to the hospital’ my mom said with a tense voice.

‘Mom what happen?’ I asked

‘Your dad just had a heart attack the doctor isn't saying anything but can you come visit and bring some food’ Mom said trying to be calm as she can. I was always surprise how my mom didn’t worry about anything, sometimes I use to look at Josh and my mom they were so alike, and still my mom didn’t like him.

‘Mom please don’t worry I’ll be there in 30 minutes’ I said putting the phone down.

‘Josh we have to go to the hospital but before we go there we have to make a quick stop at my house mom told me to get some food’ I said picking up my bag and heading outside.

Josh didn’t say anything he just followed me, it seems like there was something in his mind but he just wouldn’t tell me.

‘Are you okay?’ he asked looking into my eyes, whenever Josh did this I couldn’t lie to him no matter how hard I try.

‘I’m scare Josh I’m really scare, what if something happens to him you know how it been between me and my dad I can’t lose him Josh I just can’t.’ I couldn’t believe what I was saying it was just coming out, I was supposed to be happy because whenever my parents did something I wish the worse for them but today I wasn’t happy, instead I was scare of losing my dad.

He looks into my eyes again and says ‘Sandy nothing will happen to him trusts me’ I don’t know why but I trusted him these words just made me feel comfortable.

‘Here you are’ mom said as we headed inside the room, he seem so ill but I didn’t hug him or said a word to him all I did was look at him from far and then something just happen to me and I couldn’t take it anymore I ran as far as I could and just hide myself so no one can find me. All I did was cry; I didn’t felt sorry for him I felt sorry for myself I was actually going to lose my dad.

‘Sandy please stop crying’ Josh said from behind I didn’t hear him coming, and I didn’t know how he found me no one know about this place except for me than how did he got here but I didn’t care that time. I ran up to him and hug him as tight as I could whenever I needed someone he was always there for me.

Sorry about any grammar or spelling mistakes.