Spoil Part 3

‘My life is a mess’ I said as Josh and I walk to the coffee shop, I met Josh When I was in grade 10 we seem to get along fine so we decided to become friends, after a while we didn’t just became friends we became best friends. Since he is year older than me this was going to be his last year in high school and once again I will be alone.

‘Common I’m not going that far, is like an hour driving and we can meet every weekend I promise’ Josh said as he look around for a place to sit. Josh was the coolest guy I ever know, he seems to listen to me, give me advice and help me with everything. I couldn’t believe he was going to be an hour away from me, we won’t get to see each other every day, and we won’t get to talk about everything like we do now.

‘What if you find some other best friend’ I said sadly, he looked into my eyes and promise me he wouldn’t do a thing like this.

‘My dad thinks you’re making me spoil, he told me not to talk to you’ I hated it when my dad said bad stuff about Josh not only Josh but all the people I know, he seem to not like a single friend of mine.

‘Well you should listen to him’ Josh said in a teasing voice. That was another thing, that I like about Josh he would make everything seems like nothing, he would solve the biggest problem with no tension.

‘Josh, I’m serious and your joking about this’ It was serious this time my dad didn’t just say 'I don’t like this boy' but he gave me a 3 hours lecture telling me how much he hated Josh and would be really mad if I don’t stop hanging around with him.

‘Sandy you worry too much’ Josh was saying

‘yes and you never worry’ I said thinking how different we both are but still understand each other so well, sometime I would feel that Josh meant more to me than just a best friend but at the end of the day I would come to my sense and know that he is just my best friend.

One day we went out to have dinner and Josh asked "Do you ever feel like we are more than just best friend?" All I did was look at him and didn’t say a word; I guess he knew the answer. But we never tried to make our relationship go farther than just best friends and one reason for that was, if we ever dated and had a break up our friendship won’t be same anymore we wouldn’t talk to each other like we do now so we decided not to ever date each other and just stay friends forever.

‘Are you listening I was saying you should apply for same university as me’ Josh was drinking his coffee now, his blond hair covering his forehead and his eyes straight looking at me deeply.

‘I will but I still have one more year of high school to go, and beside my dad want us to move back to Ireland which is such a bad idea now since I have grown up here. I was thinking that I stay here and they can go back’ I said

‘Sandy just think positive and I have to tell you about my new girlfriend Cindy’ Josh was smiling now.

I liked Cindy not because she had an awesome sense in fashion but because she was different from all the previous once and she seem to be perfect for him. After hours of talking we finally decided to go.

I had to go see my history professor and Josh had to go see Cindy.

‘May I come in?’ I said knocking on the door, Mr. K was about 20 or 21 years old and he was really attractive, I had a crush on him since I first walked into the class which I know was wrong but he was really hot and I just couldn’t control myself. I love his blue eyes and his muscular body.

‘Come in’ Mr. K said I walked into his office and sat down on the chair in front of him; he looked at me and started to look for some papers. ‘Ah here we are, this is your test and as you can see you haven’t done so well if you want to keep your scholarship you better redo this test’

‘Yes sir that’s what I’m here for so can I have the test’ I said after I was done with the test I left the school and decided to change and go to the club.

I notice a guy looking somewhere but not at me, he was looking at my boobs when he saw me looking at him he immediately turn his gaze. He came and I asked him if he was staring at my boobs,

‘I’m really sorry I didn’t mean to…’ He was now trying to make an eye contact with me which was hard for him to do

‘Is okay’ I said knowing what he wanted from me but I wasn’t sure if I wanted the same thing, He came and sat beside me and started to play around with my fingers, and suddenly he start touching my legs I feel weird but I didn’t stop him, I know I should have but I didn’t, I didn't even know who he was. He started to put his hand under my skirt and started to take off my cloths…… I let it happen, I was wrong I should have stop him but I didn’t. We had sex after getting a room.

Sorry about grammar or spelling mistakes.