Spoil Part 10

After getting dismiss from the hospital, I decided to go meet Jay since I had already promise him.

'What you need to talk about?' I ask looking into Jay's eyes, I don't know why but whenever I saw Jay all the pain came back I felt more worse than ever.

'I was wondering if we can get back together' Jay said making an innocent face. When I heard this I couldn't believe what he was asking, how can he even ask me this?

'Are you gone crazy!!' I said almost yelling, Jay was trying to calm me down. But I could feel my face turning red and tears running down my face.

'Please listen to me, that time I left you because I wasn't sure if you were the right girl for me. You were so young and I was like 2 years older than you' he said looking into my eyes. Now I hated him even more.

'Jay, listen to yourself! I don't want to get back with you, Jay what you did to me was wrong. I was young I shouldn't have listen to you but I trusted you and you just went and broke up with me by text messaging!' I said wiping my tears.

'I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't have done this but try to understand...' I cut him of before he could finish the sentence.

'I don't want to meet you ever again! and just stay away from me' I said but when I turn around to walk towards my car I saw Josh standing there. He seem sad, he had this face on that I haven't seen before.

'Josh...' before I could say anything he walk away.

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'Josh please we should meet' I said on the phone, it was almost 2 days since I talk to Josh. My dad was still same there wasn't any change in his situation. I was worried about my dad more and more and even Josh won't pick up his phone.

'Okai....' he said after three minutes. I went to the park to meet Josh it was a really dark night and the moon was no where to be found.

'Listen I was going to tell you about Jay but I thought he wasn't that important' I said in a clam voice. The night was almost scaring me it was so silent and peaceful.

'I know I trust you but you should have tell me about that guy' Josh said without looking into my eyes, his voice was deep the kind of voice that would drive you towards someone.

'I know I should have but...' I didn't know what else to say, I hated myself for even agreeing to meet Jay.

'I love you and I don't care who you meet but I don't want you to get hurt' He said and hug me tight. I just wanted to stay in his arms and not let go. It was just an comfortable feeling, a feeling telling me that there was always going to be someone there for me no matter what happens.

'You are really important to me' He said softly as if he was saying this to himself. We start walking around the park, the night that seem scary was looking beautiful now, I could see the moon shining and smiling.

'You know something?' Josh ask looking at the moon.

'umm..?'

'When I don't talk to you it feels like nothing is alright, I want you to be in my life always. Your the only person I care about Sandy and the past two days I realize that I can't live without you is just not possible...I don't know from how long I love you but I love you so much and your really special to me.'

After hearing this I just couldn't speak all I did was stare at him and than kiss him gently on the lips.

'I love you too' I said softly looking into his eyes.

'Monday is your birthday I want to make it special for you' Josh said holding my both hand in his. This night couldn't have been better.

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'Hey Sandy..' Kelly said on the phone, I was in the car with Josh when Kelly called.

'When did you come back from London?' I ask surprise to hear her voice again.

'Just now, hey we are planning to go on a camping trip would you like to come?' Kelly ask with an excited voice.

'I can't my dad is in the hospital'

'Please Sandy you never go anywhere now and your dad is going to be okay don't worry about him and bring Josh with you and I have to go talk to you later' Before I could say anything else she cut the phone.

'What did she say?' Josh ask looking at the road.

'She want us to go on a camping trip' I said almost laughing.

'Are we going?'

'I want to but what about dad?' I ask concern.

'Well your aunt is here and they don't need you so is okay I guess'

'Ya... I'll see' I wish my dad was going to be okay than I wouldn't have to worry about anything, I still haven't seen my mom since the day I fainted and no one would tell me where she was. I was so scare sometimes and there was nothing I can do but I was glad to have Josh with me.

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