Speculation

Back to your room
After habitual, hard walking
You open the closed cupboard
to read something just
out of necessity.
and sexy pictures of Celina
hold your eyes on the door,
you once stuck.
Your eyes once again read,
"Give respect, get respect"
You once inscribed on the door.
Your mind broods over
Some egoist classmates,
and accuse you for
slagging behind.
You hear English music
Emanating through next door.
NET exam threats your
Palpitating, respectless heart.
You close the door on the books,
to scribble something just
not out of necessity.
(Dec. 2nd, 2005)