Sorry I Can't Be Perfect

I bet when you were waiting for me to be born
You were expecting me to make you proud
You protected me, as I was gold even you walked on thorn
All the tribulations we had in life
Those things were no match for you; the problems were torn
You always tell me "even if things crowd"
Hopes will come like shying clouds
Those beautiful word always strength me twice

Sorry I can't be perfect

Now as I get older
I realize that life out there in not easy
All who supposedly were my friends; have turn around and give me the shoulder
Just thinking of my future makes me dizzy
I am sick of this life, just thinking as the days go by
My goals and dreams little by little will die
Ashamed of myself I keep asking me why
How can I be such a failure?
You were always near to me when I needed you
You tell me "never relinquish even if things are not as you expecting"
I knew that you would be protecting me
I hope all you wished for me will come true

Sorry I can't be perfect