Someday When I Stop, Being Hurt

I know I made a lot of mistakes, I was never expected of.
All the lies I tolddd & got my self caught up in, are messing things up.
My expectations we're beyond abovee.
And now I don't know how far down below I am.

Shaking my head,
My heart feels dead.
No emotions, no feelings.
Goood girl appealing.

But really this good girl has gone. Gone forever.
Ain't really sure when she's going to come back either?
If she doesn't come back, then your gonna miss her.
Crying a river.

Everythinqq is hard.
My thoughts aree driven farr.
Can't complete my goals,
It's going alonggg all these bumpy roads.

Loose. lossing. lost.
Did karma come, am I suffering from the cost?
I can't let go of my familyy or friends, what kind of life would that be?
Buh my eyes are to blind to see.

Words can't be spoken.
Liddo heart beginning to crack, is it broken?
Let thesee dirtyy windows open?
And let the sun shine in.

Can't breathe,
Its difficult for me.
Every time I breathe I inhale hate, exale love.
Gravity's here to push and shovee.

Misplaced by irritaional actions.
Mixed and abstract reactions.
There's not any hope for a better change.
Wayy to out of my rangeee.

Does anyone feel my pain?
My tears coming out, they need to be drained.
Rainn on me, rainn.
Everythinq's just so complicated to explain.

Help, get me through this.
I have a feeling there won't be joy nor bliss.
Someday when I stop being hurt.
This all might just work.