Situations
Read this and see if u won't smile.. to be read only by ppl who loves their friend but can't tell him.. or, if u still wanna read it, go on.. comments will be appreciated.. :)
Haha u ever had the experience with ur crush that either leaves u feeling like shit, or transports u to heaven? lol what if... :
u like ur friend and he knows it.. he's so nice to u and still hangs out with u even though he knows u like him. he answers ur questions, no matter how personal. u sometimes feel he likes u too, or at least, there's a chance of him liking u... then u ask him y he doesn't have a gf.. he tells u. ur heart stopped beating. u ask him to tell u more, though u know every word will juz make u die all over again. ur surprised. every freaking personality of "her" matches urs.. sweet, funny, nice, loves to eat, loves reading books, an ace at English and speaking, doesn't like sports too, loves anime, loves singing.. heck, "she" even loves to write!!! u laughed, trying to hide that undescribable feeling between emptiness and exploding.. emptiness coz u know ur not the girl.. exploding coz u still hope however slim the chance, that UR the girl he's talking about.. u jokingly tell him "but she sounds a lot like me".. he looks into ur eyes, "yeah, I know".. silence.. a-w-k-w-a-r-d... he begins playing the guitar, with that song u both love. u join in. at the middle of the song, he stops singing but continues playing.. then he tells u, "don't get me wrong, ur great and all that.. juz that "she" got to me first.. no, we didn't break up in each others wrong side.. she have to leave but she promises to still go back to me when she comes home.
I like u, but not the way u'd want me to.. I juz like u coz u remind me of her." u want to cry and yet u hold back. there're broken shards in the place where ur heart should be and every breath u make hurts so much u know u'd like dying better. then he tells u "it is ok. "she" would cry to whenever something bothers her. it's not a sign of weakness, it's a sign of being human." and that is when u get ur resolve. "no. am not gonna cry. I am not her and I won't ever be. It's a shame that a shadow of a girl is all I'll ever be for u.." and then u make ur dramatic exit.. once out of sight, tears stream from ur eyes. it is ok, he doesn't see u at ur best, doesn't mean no one will.. u firmly tell yourself.
I wrote this article first intending it to be a purely fictional story... in short, NOT TRUE... but then, experience crept in.. lol and "that" girl is so moving on now.. yep! yep!
u like ur friend and he knows it.. he's so nice to u and still hangs out with u even though he knows u like him. he answers ur questions, no matter how personal. u sometimes feel he likes u too, or at least, there's a chance of him liking u... then u ask him y he doesn't have a gf.. he tells u. ur heart stopped beating. u ask him to tell u more, though u know every word will juz make u die all over again. ur surprised. every freaking personality of "her" matches urs.. sweet, funny, nice, loves to eat, loves reading books, an ace at English and speaking, doesn't like sports too, loves anime, loves singing.. heck, "she" even loves to write!!! u laughed, trying to hide that undescribable feeling between emptiness and exploding.. emptiness coz u know ur not the girl.. exploding coz u still hope however slim the chance, that UR the girl he's talking about.. u jokingly tell him "but she sounds a lot like me".. he looks into ur eyes, "yeah, I know".. silence.. a-w-k-w-a-r-d... he begins playing the guitar, with that song u both love. u join in. at the middle of the song, he stops singing but continues playing.. then he tells u, "don't get me wrong, ur great and all that.. juz that "she" got to me first.. no, we didn't break up in each others wrong side.. she have to leave but she promises to still go back to me when she comes home.
I like u, but not the way u'd want me to.. I juz like u coz u remind me of her." u want to cry and yet u hold back. there're broken shards in the place where ur heart should be and every breath u make hurts so much u know u'd like dying better. then he tells u "it is ok. "she" would cry to whenever something bothers her. it's not a sign of weakness, it's a sign of being human." and that is when u get ur resolve. "no. am not gonna cry. I am not her and I won't ever be. It's a shame that a shadow of a girl is all I'll ever be for u.." and then u make ur dramatic exit.. once out of sight, tears stream from ur eyes. it is ok, he doesn't see u at ur best, doesn't mean no one will.. u firmly tell yourself.
I wrote this article first intending it to be a purely fictional story... in short, NOT TRUE... but then, experience crept in.. lol and "that" girl is so moving on now.. yep! yep!
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