Sink or Swim

You're just too much
One word
And I'm hypnotized
One Touch
And I'm electrified
One Kiss
And I'm soaring the skies
You hold me
And I can't breathe
I act as if it's nothing
But you're mesmerizing me

You think it doesn't phase me at all
These things you do
But it's not true
When we're in these moments
These moments so sweet
It's all I see
All I feel
All I breath

You complain that I don't respond to your actions
You give me affection
And I only respond with sarcasm

The emotions you give
They're drowning me
Pulling me down
Deep into the sea
Of you
Only you
No, not true
Of me and you

If only I could see you now
Bring us back to the sea
I'm not afraid anymore
Of then you and me
Let's to the deep end and never come back
It's alright now
I can handle that
Yet even though I want
Your touch
And your Kiss
Your words bring me back to this

The compliments leave me blank
I don't know what to do
Why isn't it as easy for me as it is for you?
I feel too open
Too weak
I can't handle the vulnerability
That's when I drown in the sea

You jump into the sea
Without waiting for me
Where are you?
Is it just me
Alone by our sea
But I can't know if you are there if don't jump in
Take the dive
And just trust that I'll come up alive

Any other guy I can jump in easy
But with them I swim on my own
It won't matter if he's not there
I can swim away without a care
With you the water is too heavy for me
So I sink
But when I let you save me
It's a beautiful thing

Everything I say has to be perfect
So ask I myself
For you is being weak worth it?
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