Should I or Shouldn't Chapter 17
GOD I'm such an idiot. I should've just kept my cool. I swear, she probably hates me. I hope that what I just did doesn't drive her into the arms of that asshole.
Josh's SOS
Good, my plan is falling right into place, it's going to work perfectly. She'll be sad this week about mark, then I can comfort her, and if I do then she'll like me more than him.
Bry was just looking down as we were sitting on the bus. She was sitting next to me, and I saw a tear run down her face.
"Bry, are you...okay?" I asked
"No, I don't wanna go any more, I really want to just go home, my week is already ruined." she said
"It's okay, please don't cry, your killing me here"
"I'm sorry josh" she said
right at that moment, her phone started ringing like crazy, and I already knew who it was
Bry's SOS
I looked at my phone, and it was Mark, I really didn't want to talk to him. I wouldn't believe he hit Josh like that, it wasn't cool!
"Hang it up, Flatscreen....Plasma, hey nicki, hey nicki, asthma"- my ring tone Romans revenge played in my ear, it was my txt MSG tone. the message said
Mark: Bry, I'm sorry about this whole thing, I didn't mean for it to happen like this, but I really need to talk to you right now, I'm sorry, please pick up the phone
Bry: Mark, why do you need to talk to me?
Mark: I need to explain to you why the fight happened
Bry: Mark, I really wanna just have fun this week and forget about all this stuff, so please, leave me alone, and let me be.
Mark:Okay
The last message kinda made me cry, that's all I felt like doing. I always said I'd never cry if a guy broke up with me, so if I'm crying when me and mark are still together, what would happen if he does decide that he doesn't want to be with me anymore. or vice versa. Idk
We finally got to the hotel, and I just wanted to sleep and start fresh. "Okay, people, you have to decide who your sharing a room with, two people to every room." said ms. Johanna (our trip coordinator, she was only 22 so she preferred her first name over her last name) I bet everyone could guess who my roomy was. "Hey josh, you wanna room with me?" some girl names Savannah asked him. She had this seductive smile plastered on her face.
Josh looked at me "josh, she totally wants to HAVE SEX with you, go ahead" I joked.
"so, josh, are you gonna answer me?" she said.
Savannah wasn't so much of a whore, because she didn't always sleep with lots of guys, but if they wanted to have sex with her, all they had to do was ask. So basically yea, she's kind of a whore.
"Joshy? are u?" I giggled. Josh knows how Savannah is, so he did NOT wanna room with her. I gave him a look, he gave me a pleading look back, so I could save him. But messing with him was WAY funnier. "Josh, go head, if you do then you can 'hit it to the beat, hit it to the beat, hit it to the beat, hit it to the beat" I said.
"Bry! PLEASE!"
"Alright already, SAVANNAH, no it's cool, he's rooming with me, he'll be just fine" I said
"Uuuggghh, whatever!" she screamed
she just stomped away.
"Damn, she must've really wanted some tonight. it's a shame that she's so smart, and she's a hoe" josh said.
"Yea, I guess, well let's get to our room, I'm tired." I said.
we both walked to our rooms with our bags, and as soon as we sat on out beds, we were out
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (Day 1)
We woke up at 11am and he said "hey Bry, you wanna go to the pool?"
"Yea, give me like 15 minutes to get ready"
Before he replied, I ran to the bathroom to get dressed
Josh's SOS
When Bry said 15 minutes, she lied, it had been 25 minutes, I was already finished getting ready, what could she possibly be doing. When she FINALLY came out of the bathroom, DAMN she looked sexy as hell. She was wearing a 1 piece that had the back exposed. it also showed the entire torso. It criss-crossed over it though. In the shape of an x and had a triangular shape around her belly button. She must have noticed me looking her up and down because she began to smile.
"How's it look?" she asked.
"Ummmm, you look-you look- uhhh- DAMN!"
"Thank you" then she chuckled.
We went out of the hotel, and down to the indoor pool, it was so fun just being with her, I loved it. I want her.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>(Day 2)
Bry's SOS
I wound up falling asleep in Josh's bed last night, we were talking and stuff, when I suddenly fell asleep. He must've put me in my own bed. awww he's so sweet.
I ran to his bed, jumped on him "WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UUUUUPPP!!!" I SHOUTED.
He jumped out of his bed, literally, and landed right on the floor. It was hilarious.
We called in for room service and ordered breakfast. It was the absolute nastiest thing we had ever, so we just ordered some pizza. We talked that entire day. We became closer.
"Hey Bry, you wanna, take a walk..on the..beach" he asked me nervously.
"Anything for you joshy" I said.
We grabbed some blankets, and walked out of the room
when we began walking on the beach, he kept looking at me, weirdly, and I couldn't figure it out.
"What's up josh, something on your mind?"
"Just you, thinking about how beautiful you are" he said.
I blushed. and as soon as I blushed, I thought of mark. GOD I missed him, but I'm not talking to him, he was an asshole to me, and he seriously hurt josh. Josh has a red bruise on his chest, and his side. And it hurts him when he lays down. I felt extremely bad.
"Hey there's a good spot!" he pointed
"ooo yea, come on".
I dragged him to the spot he pointed to, then we spread the blanket. It felt nice to be with my joshy, I missed him after he left. and I didn't see him during the summer, so this quality time was great. He was holding me, and I lay my head on his chest, and once again, the one I truly miss pops into my head again. It's crazy how mark just won't leave my head when I want him to. So, to get rid of him, I closed my eyes, and drifted to sleep in josh's arms
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Josh's SOS
When we woke on the beach, Bry was lying on my chest. My plan was working, she would soon start to like me. I have two more days to show her, because we leave Saturday, and that will be the end of my alone time, away from everything, with her. So I planted a kiss on her forehead, cheeks and nose to wake her up. I didn't kiss her lips because she was after all TAKEN.
She woke up smiling at me, then she kissed me.
It was an innocent kiss on the cheek, then she said
"Good morning sunshine"
"Good morning beautiful" I replied
"Not you joshy, the sun, hahahaha"
"Oh damn, you just played me!"
"Nah, good morning to you too"
We got up and stretched, then we started gathering our stuff (blanket) and went back to our hotel room.
"Okay so look, it's only 6am, and we have a lifetime supply of homework and class work to get done today and tomorrow, because Friday is our last day, and I'm not doing any homework then. she said.
"Okay, let's hit the books"
"NOOO, not now, I'm going back to sleep until like 8 or 9 possibly 10 I'm tired." she said
"Okay, I guess I'll do the same then" I replied.
She laid in her bed, and I lay beside her, she gave me this look, but then she turned to me, smiled and closed her eyes.
Bry's SOS
I woke up, and I looked at the clock, it said 12. then I was like wow I'm a bit late aren't I? I took a look out the window, it was pitch black outside. So I took another glance at the clock, it said 12am..12AM OMG WE OVER SLEPT, FROM THURSDAY MORNING TO FRIDAY MORNING, WE SLEPT OUR WHOLE FOURTH DAY AWAY. HOW COULD THAT HAVE HAPPENED. DAMMIT. Oh well, I guess this was a good thing, now were all rested up and ready to do some homework. So I set the alarm to 7:30 AM so we could start our homework
Our entire fourth day, was spent bonding, talking, laughing, and doing homework, we even partnered up and started our projects for Spanish. We both finished all of our homework, class work, etc, by about 11:30pm that night. By the time we finished, we were extremely tired again, so we went back to sleep.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>(Day 5: Last day)
Josh's SOS
I woke bry up, and asked her if she wanted to do something. She said yea. So we proposed to our trip coordinator to let us all go watch a movie, she effortlessly agreed. We all went to see Paranormal Activity 2. I thought bry was gonna be terrified, but I remembered how much she loved scary movies, and how they never scared her. She's a bit demented.
but at certain scenes, she jumped, and would crouch down into my chest. aaaahh not total disappointment. I was happy that she did get a little bit scared.
The movie to me, was scary as hell, I almost pissed my pants in there, but I was sitting next to The Girl I Wanna Be With, so I had to keep my cool. Savannah was also sitting next to me,and I felt her hands on my thigh. Whoa, awkward moment. Then she slowly slid her hand up my thigh and-WHOA
"SAVANNAH, get your grimy, disgusting slutty ass hands off me, it's never gonna happen, I'm never gonna have sex with you, unless I'm completely wasted, or have a life-threatening disease that could kill me. Don't ever touch me that way, I don't like you" I said. I had never said such a horrible thing to a girl, and I felt bad because I didn't care whether she was hurt or not. Savannah is a sassy girl, I was waiting for her come back, but it never came, instead, me and bry were both staring at her. And tears were slowly sliding down her cheeks. NOW I FELT LIKE AN ASSHOLE. I made a girl cry. even though she's a hoe, doesn't mean she isn't a person,
"Joshy, seriously!! What is your problem, look at her, you made her cry" Bry whispered to me.
"Bry, I didn't mean to, it was an accident, well, I meant what I said, but I didn't expect her t cry" I pleaded.
"SO WHAT Joshy, say sorry to her right now, look, you never know what a person is going through, you could have just really hurt her" bry whispered.
I inhaled deeply and sighed. "Savannah I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you like that."
she just looked at me, and turned her head. No answer.
I sat through the rest of the movie, feeling like the worlds largest jerk.
When the movie ended, Johanna surprised us, and took us to play laser tag. It was so fun, and when we were leaving the place, I saw savanna talking to her friends, so I walked up to her. "Savannah, can I speak to you for a minute?" I asked
"What's up josh" she said sadly.
"What I said in the theater, I'm sorry, so terribly sorry, it shouldn't have come out of my mouth, it was an asshole move, and I didn't mean any of it, I was just trying to get you to stop" I apologized
"Well you know, you could have just said stop" she said
"Yea I know, which I should have, I'm sorry for uh-making you cry" I said
"It's fine, I'm fine, don't worry about anything" she said, and then walked off with her friends.
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Bry's SOS
The bus ride home was long and tiring, I was dreading going back because I would have to talk to mark
"HEY BRY I know we just spent 5 whole days together but I want to take you to freeze (the ice-cream shop) later on today, are you up for it?"i asked
"Yea, of course, what time?" she asked.
"Ummm 7, is that cool with you?"
"Yes it is, I'll be ready"
When we got back home, I immediately went in my house to see my family.
"Hey mom, I'm back" I yelled. No one was home.
So I rushed out the back door to the little house that was in our backyard. Which was where my room and everything was. I was so happy to be home. Mark had texted me and called me while we were on our little vaca, I had just told him that we'd talk when I got home.
I instantly ran to my closet to pick out my outfit for my get-together with josh. I grabbed my blue skinniez, with the ripps in them, and my blue and black short-cut black cami that stopped right above my belly button, and I grabbed my black chuck hightops.
I put on all of my clothes and called josh to tell him I was ready. The whole time, I kept wondering why I was so excited to see him, when I just got finished spending time with him. Then there was a knock at my door.
"Hey bry, you look beautiful, are you ready?" josh asked
"Yea let's go!" I replied
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We got to "freeze" and I loved it. I had passed by it so many times while driving with my mom, and mark, but I never saw the inside. It was like teen paradise. It was so gorgeous to.
They had beanie bags that were made like ice cream scoops, Plasma screen TV's with MILLIONS of video games. The walls were like sherbet ice cream. The bar stools were like ice cream sandwiches. They had props that were made like milk shakes. It was such a..fun filled place. "Come on Bry, let's go sit down" I heard Josh say. This past week has felt just like old times being with my Joshy. He makes me laugh, and he's such a sweetheart.
.........Man I miss Mark.
Mark's SOS
"SHE'S WHERE? AT FREEZE WITH THAT ASSHOLE JOSH? ARE YOU FUCKIN' SERIOUS?" I screamed
"Yea bro, she at freeze with josh, and it looks like a date" mike said.
"Thanks mike, I gotta get over there" I said.
"Ayye yo mark" Michael yelled as I was about to get in my car
"I believe you about the thing josh said before the trip, you gotta try to talk to Bry again, because he IS trying to steal her, and It's working bro" Mike said.
"Mike, you're like the only person in America who can talk to Bry, and she will actually listen, come with me bro" I asked.
He just shrugged and jumped in the car.
READERS!!! I need help, does anyone know how to upload multiple pics, I'm trying to make an article, containing only the characters. So if you know how, or if it's even possible, can you help me! please, I appreciate it. Oh and plz comment, thx
Oh and btw, the pic is of savannah!
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