**She Thinks**

She’s a girl who’s someone she’s not
She talks bout death
Bout having nothing in the world
Even though she has it all
Even though she has what I want
She thinks I’m spoiled
Thinks I have it all
Meanwhile I look at her
And wish for everything she has
She says her like is broken
Writes her poems
Of sorrow and lost love
Of pain and guilt
Meanwhile she feels none of that
She feels happiness inside her heart
And a love once mine
Once belonged to me
And made me fly high above it all
Now she talks about the stars
And the brightness in them going out
Meanwhile the brightness in her stars
Are just beginning to grow
They are her stars
The ones bright in her sky
My sky is black
The blackness of suffocation
She doesn’t get that she has it all
That everything she has I want
And yet she’s jealous of me
When I have nothing
And she has everything