Shattered Faith..

Loneliness all around me
My faith in everyone is shattered
Things aren’t what they used to be
I’ve finally realized that I never really mattered

My thoughts fade to lack
As I try to drown out all the sorrow
Knowing that I live under constant attack
A part of me wishing that I won’t see tomorrow

Endless thoughts run through my mind
Wishing my whole life were in another time that’s fine
Maybe then I would find
What is really and rightfully mine

Various memories echo in my head
Happy to know that one day they’ll all be buried and dead.