Secrets - Prologue and Part One

Prologue

Nobody knows what I feel right now.
Nobody understands how hurt I am now.
Nobody will understand me then and now.

It hurts when you have to keep something that hurts you the most, by yourself. Cause you know if you tell anyone about it, they might laugh or get pissed more than you do or they will say 'Do I look like I care?'

All the burdens that I feel deep inside me is called Secrets. That is when I started to listen to Secrets by one amazing band named One Republic.

And they also inspired me which now I'm starting with a new topic. Since I love the song too much, and the lyrics matches my feelings, I decided to name it as Secrets.

A girl named Caitlin is the youngest out of all her siblings. She's got 6 brothers and only a sister. That 6 brothers are Cadeo, Caesar, Caine, Caleb, Cameron and Casper. Meanwhile her sister's name is Cressida. Yes, all the names start with the letter 'C'. But it's funny cause their parents started with 'S', Mr. Smith and Mrs. Sally, also known as Mrs. Smith.

They are not rich but not poor too, just average. Caitlin has been keeping her secrets for a long time and that makes her a secret keeper. She is really good at keeping secrets.

All her friends believed her cause they know who they're dealing with. She's also a great advisor.

Everyday, people come to her asking for advice, then they will go. At night, they always send her emails or even text her on her phone. How great do you think she is?

She is pretty, let's say, there are so many guys chasing after her. Some even keep asking her on dates but she always reject them in a good way. Well there is no good way actually, even if there is, the guys will still get hurt by her rejection.

One day, she has the biggest secret that you can't even tell. And she's still searching for someone who can she trust. But will she find them?
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Part One

These days have been suck to me. School days I mean. I really can't wait till the holidays. School is just so boring! The reason why I'm still alive is because I have my friends. Thank God! I don't know how will I survive without them.

Oh yeah, my name! Since this is about me, you should know my name. And you should R-E-M-E-M-B-E-R me. Caitlin May is my name. Caitlin May Smith is the full name. Don't like it? Blame my parents. Kidding.

I don't know why but school hasn't been great to me, or isn't I? But I do hate school, I hate studying the most. I've been skipping school every time I'm sad or anytime I want.

At home, as usual, I'm always fighting with my siblings cause they keep on asking me to do that and this. I mean, they are not supposed to treat their little sister like that!

Even my neighbor never treats his little brother like my family does. I never want to be in this place, like seriously never.

Mom is a housewife. She stays at home 24/365. Lol kidding. And my dad works as a mechanic. Life isn't really great right? But I'm happy to have them, just them.

Luckily 5 of my brothers and my sister are married and live with their wives and husband. Now left me and my youngest brother among 5 of them, Casper.

Casper is the only brother that understands me. He knows what do I like the most and hate the most. Want to know?

Okay, I like Marshmallows a lot! Every time I'm not in the mood, he will give me 3 packets of them. And what I hate the most is my other brothers. I don't hate my sister, I love her so much.

So, enough babbling about my family. And now let's talk about my neighbor.

He's the kind of guy that every shemale wants. Haha. Well its true though. And I know that he likes me since the first time he moved here. Kidding, I don't know actually.

He's just like Casper, always be there for me. We are best friends at home but we're strangers at school.

Both of us are not popular in school, I used to be but not anymore since the rumors they've been spreading out is about 'Caitlin is a boyfriend stealer, so keep your boyfriends away from her. SOS!'.

I never really had any boyfriend even one before. But there's a lot, countless guys are chasing me. Now, don't say I'm a boyfriends' stealer cause I'm not, they are the one whom following me. I hate it, to be honest.