Scared

I'm scared of losing the ones I love
I'm scared of falling & getting kept back
I'm scared of running away because I have no one to run to
I'm scared of opening my mouth & telling the truth because the result might not end well
I'm scared of the future because I don't know where I'm going
I take a step & it takes me the wrong way
It fells like I'm taking to jumps back
Should I tell the truth ?
Or should I just wait ?
I'm scared because of
What I've been through
What I've seen
But most of all what I've been through

"I'm scared of the future because looking back makes me wanna no if it's going to change or stay"
-shaiane murphy

Thank you.....