Scared It's An Obsession

I wait in silence
For the one to come
Yet I know inside
That I’m just trying to run

Whenever I see you
You blow my mind
When you look at me
It’s really at someone that I’m behind

I don’t want you to notice me
‘Cause then I think my heart would stop
But my life goes by and I keep staring
At the clock

Being around you is almost insufferable
Knowing that you’ve already got someone
Who is pretty and lovable
I’m one of those famous girl next doors

The one that waits for you
Standing out on the shore
Staring off into space
Dreaming that we kiss

But my goal is always,
Completely amiss
For I know I’m wrong for you
More so you’re wrong for me

But my dar n stupid heart can’t see what my brain can see
The feelings that I have for you are nothing to compare
Whenever I see you pass my hallway
I try desperately not to stare

Yet my vision is blocked
By the day-dreams I have
Of you really loving me
It’s getting kind of sad

I’m scared it’s an obsession
But I’m too scared to say
What I’m really feeling
When you ever pass my way