Saying Good Bye

I knew that it wasn't true all the things you said when you broke up with me
I figured out why it was because I cheated and you found out
And you sat there and acted like you didn't know but really you did
I'm sorry for everything I did; I wish I could just go back in time
Where you would show up when you said you would, you always stood me up
I was on the edge and then you pushed me off, now all I do is cry
I still remember all the nights and everything we said or talked about
I know it might sound funny but I’m still in love with you
I wish I knew why, I guess it’s just the way you make me feel happy
You make me smile, you make me feel like I can be me and not somebody else
And then you called my friend and she asked you why you broke my heart
And all you said was that it was because smoke and drink and I just laughed
Then you said I cut, yea I did that like a year ago, and my life is not what you think it is
Maybe you should actually get to know me before you sit there and judge me
Because now I wish I never did that stuff because maybe we'd still be together
You heard I was moving back and who knows how you acted about that
But guess what, I don't care because its time to move on
So I guess this is good bye to my love for you, we’ll just be friends I hope
I can do it without falling in love with you again