Sanity

With dreams that don't come true
And worthless tears that fall upon my face
For I wonder sometimes what I am
A monster or am I just insane
Because I believe something good can happen
Which I doubt that it will
Summer breezes hot and stale
Like the sound of my me breathing faster
But it's all in my mind
And this here is a joke
It's a feeling that you can't wake
It's all a lie and so are you
Nothing fake yet nothings real
Or is it that I'm just insane
I'll never know because half the time I'm either in a daze
Or that I'm sane (but not really)
I don't know
And I think I shall never know my sanity
And what joy it will bring
But for now let the voices in your head (I mean mine) take control
Who knows maybe I'll find my sanity somewhere in here.