Ryan

Darkness all around
Hot tears running down my cheeks
My heart ripping in two
Life crashing down around me
I feel that familiar itch deep under my skin just begging me for the embrace of my knife
Blood pumping under my skin wishing to be released
I finally give in to what will be my last temptation
I sprint for my blade and open my veins
Finally to be released from this never ending pain
It's the only way out so I cut deeper and deeper until I can see the bone
Then I cut deeper and deeper until there's nothing left to cut
I let my all my blood flow out and I let it take all my pain with it
I let it flow until there's nothing left 
And as I slowly fade out of reality I smile for the final release of pain