Rotten Apple

It seems like everywhere I go I cause nothing more than trouble
I know that I'm trying to be happy
Trying to convince myself that I am truly happy when I'm not
Why should I ?
Inside I'm dying
I can hear my parents Arguing about me again and it hurt ..
It proves me yet again that I am nothing but a stupid worthless excuse
For a daughter ...
The rotten apple In this fuckin " perfect " Family
Maybe I am ?
After all I always cause trouble everywhere I go
The pain Is always around me
I'm always unwanted .. unloved ..
I don't have a home anymore ..
Maybe I should run away ?
Or maybe just kill myself ?
honestly I don't know what to do anymore ..
I just wish I could rip my heart out and stop breathing