Right Choice

Felt sick to my stomach
I ate constantly
Throwing up morning after morning
Gaining weight every day
Clothes to tight
Knees to week I’m going to fall
Two heart beats in my body
A bigger stomach
Headaches every day
I feel sick again
Constantly in the bathroom
A doctor’s office
A scarred face
Tears in her eyes
My heart racing
Two test
One voice
It took two days
To get you out
You grew for 3 months
I should have kept you
Did I make the right choice
Am I sure this is right
Living in regrets
It took a day for the beating to go away
But every now and then I feel it
And every second I think of you
And I would of gone threw all the pain
To keep you
But I’m sorry I had to leave you
Its not cuz I didn’t love you
Its not cuz I didn’t want you
O god I did
If I could I’d bring you back
I’m sorry he rather have a another child
Then you but I know that I love you and
Right now that’s all that matters...