Requiem For What I Used To Be

You are what you think you are,
But I am much less than that,
I didn't mean to do the things I did,
But it's too late to go back.

I know what I used to be,
I know what I am now,
If I could fix this, I would,
But I just don't know how.

What I gave up,
I'd give anything to have,
I'd give anything to see your face,
Anything to hear you laugh.

I used to listen to your heartbeat,
As it beat loud and strong,
But I can't do that anymore,
Because I did something wrong.

Maybe more than one thing,
But there's no one to admit that to,
Everything is gone,
There's just me, no you.

I can look over the damage,
Just to see what I've done,
I did this to myself,
Suffering was only built for one.

I didn't think,
And I'm the one to pay,
Everyone else did too,
But are they here to this day?

I sold my soul to the devil,
I know that wasn't smart,
But just because I don't have a soul,
Doesn't mean I have no heart.