Remembering You was Hard - Part 6

Okay first off, I wanted to say thank you for all the ones that supported this story. I really do appreciate it. Also, I wanted to say sorry that its been a few days since my last part so hopefully you forgive me. Okay thank you and enjoy (:
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**Ryans point of view**

Right after I left Halle's room, I thought about that kiss. Man, she was a good kisser. She is just too good to be true, I suppose.
When I reached downstairs toward the kitchen, I saw Kasey standing there. I was going to hurt him so bad.
"Kasey, why were you raping her?"I asked afraid to hear the answer.
"Because I thinks shes hot."
"No. Don't give me that sh*t. you knew that me and her were friends." I walked over to him and threw him against the wall."tell me why you f*cking raped her!!" I screamed.
"because,honestly, I wanted her to lose her virginity before you got to her."
"f*cking hoe! I hate you!! I wish you were never born."
"well,shes going to wonder who I am."
"I will tell her your my brother."
"why would you tell her that?"
"because you really are my brother and I don't lie to girls."
"yes you do. you wont even tell her that she was in a coma for two f *cking years right in the middle of your relationship with her. goddamn it. you still love her and you cant deny it. I mean you even wrote this long ass letter explaining all the things that you felt and that you have cancer. she's effing confused, Ryan. you need to tell her sometime."
"I'll tell her when I'm ready." I looked at him,"but why did you have to rape her?" I asked with sadness.
He didnt answer me. He just walked out of the house leaving me kneeling on the floor. I was scared. I didn't want to see Halle get hurt. I didn't want her to know that I have cancer. I didn't want her to know that she was in a coma because of a car accident that was my fault. I didn't want any of it to be true,but it was. This wasn't a dream..it was a nightmare.
I looked up to see Halle standing there with her comfy looking pajamas and her big green eyes.
"Halle, I'm sorry about Kasey. He's my brother that's been through a lot of tough times and he didn't know what he was doing earlier."
"its okay, Ryan. I just need to know something."
"yes.."
"I want to know the real truth."
I was about to say no but then I remembered the letter I wrote.
"Halle, I have to get a few things from the store,but if you really want to know the truth. Go into your room, to your desk, look in the third drawer,and theres a letter that has your name on it. Open it and you will find the truth. See you soon. bye."

**Halle's point of view**

"bye." I waved at him,confused. right after he left the door, I ran upstairs to my room,excited to finally know the truth. I looked where he told me to look and there I found it. I opened it and read:
Dear Halle,
When you read this, I will probably be worthless. But, I just need you to know some things. on march 15,2007, we went to this big party as boyfriend and girlfriend. Yes, we were in a relationship and it was the best I've ever had. when we got there,our friend Dylan, offered us some drinks so we agreed. after a couple of hours, we were already drunk and tired. So I started to drive you home. that was the biggest mistake of my life. you got into a car accident. I wasn't injured at all but you were...horrible. There was blood everywhere and your body was shaking cold. I really thought you weren't going to make it. I called the ambulance and they took you away from me. they took my Halle away. The Halle that loved me with all her heart and adored every little thing I did. Your soul wasn't there anymore. Its been killing me knowing that I would never have the same Halle I did before. Two weeks later, I was hoping you would be able to come out of the hospital so I drove to your house and your mom opened the door with dry tears on her face. She looked hopeless and scared. she told me the worst possible thing that happened. you were in a coma. Once those words entered in my brain, I really thought you were gone for eternity. like, I would never see your face again. So I left the state and went to live with my grandparents. I was feeling so miserable, lost, and lonely. Do you know how much time it took for me to get over this? a long time. the pain I held inside my heart was killing me until one day, I got a letter in the mail from your mother saying that you were okay but you had brain loss. I came back to Ohio and finally saw your face again. I still loved you, Halle. I still do. I will always love you. I don't want you leaving me but one day your going to read this and think how could this happen. how could this happen to you.
I really don't think I should say this but I will anyway. I have cancer. I have no clue if its curable or anything. I just need you to know that I love you and you loved me. I hope you realize that I really need you. I need you to just be my girlfriend,be there for me,love me, adore me, try to be my Halle. just please,try. for me, at least.
With all of my love,
Ryan(the one who always loved you)

I set the letter down with tears streaming down my face. flashbacks started. All I saw was these blurry lights, and words slurring. I couldn't feel a bone. there was ambulances and two other cars. someone was screaming at me telling me they loved me. They sounded sad. almost like I felt their pain. then I lost it all.
I couldn't believe this. I had the best boyfriend standing right in front of me. I had all I needed right there without me realizing it. I just wanted him to know that I do remember his love. I just cant remember myself.

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Okay well I hope you liked this part!!! It took me a while to think of this. So yeah please comment it!! I really would like at least 10 comments or I will probably just drop this story. Oh and also I'm sorry its kind of short.