Remembering You was Hard - Part 3

Okay well to the person who asked if he knew her or something..your just going to have to wait until the end of the story. And for all of the people reading this story and said it was kinda strange I'm truly sorry. I mean I just wrote this at the top of my head and I haven't really revised it. So yeah, thanks.
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All night I couldn't go to sleep. I was just too overwhelmed about that kiss on the cheek. I was kind of hoping he would do it again. But I don't know. I also wondered if I would sign up for that talent show. I knew I could sing and all. its just that I get nervous easily.

Before my eyes finally closed I decided that I was going to sign up for the talent show. I planned on singing "who am I to say" by hope. I love that song.
The next morning I woke up with a smile on my face. I hurried into the shower and then got ready. After that, I called April and told her everything.
"Oh my gosh! are you serious?! he kissed you?! ...whoa."
"Not on the lips,on the cheek."
"I know,but its still sweet."
"Okay,well I gotta go before I miss my bus."
"Okay talk to you later."
"Bye."

I put my cell in my pocket and left. I waited for about 5 minutes for the bus to pick me up. of course, I was the first one on there. I went to the eighth seat and sat down. I got my ipod and started listening.
Ten minutes later, I was getting really bored. there was no one to talk to because they were all preppy people and people I just didn't hang out with. until,,BAMM!!!
I look up and Ryan was right there walking down the aisle looking really cute. his eyes were shining in the morning sun. it was gorgeous. was I dreaming?...hah no.
he walked up to where I was sitting.
"Hey Halle. Is it okay if I sit here?"
"Yeah sure." I scooted over and he sat down. for some odd reason I busted out into laughter.
"Are you okay?"

"Yeah. I'm perfect" I said with giggles in between my words.
"Tell me exactly why you are laughing so hard..?"
"Nothing,just nothing." in my head I was saying:your frigging' cute. thats why.
we arrived at the school and I gathered my stuff.
"Hey,today is the last day to sign up for the talent show. are you going to sign up?" Ryan asked me.
"Actually yeah."
"Okay great. auditions are next week so don't forget." he said with a big smile on his face.
"Okay I wont. see you later."
"See ya!"
I walked to 1st period and sat next to April.
"Anything happen with Ryan?"she emphasized the word Ryan.
"Well he rides my bus."

"That's cool. do you like him?"
"Uhh, don't you think that its a little too soon to like him?"
"I guess. I mean you and him sound like you're really getting along."
"What does that suppose to mean?"
"Look Halle, you and him just click. you know?"
"No I don't know."
"Well..think of it like this. oh never mind. you will just find out later."
"Umm okay?" I turned around and thought more of what she said.
I got confused by the end of the class. did I know him from my childhood or something? I don't know.

After first period I went to biology. It was boring as usual,but I kept thinking of Ryan. There was just something that made him stick into my mind.
After biology was over, I went to lunch. I told April that I wanted to sign up for the talent show and that I would be right back at the table where she was sitting. she said okay and I carried on. I spotted the sign up sheet and filled it out. after I was finished I got a reminder paper for next week. And then I headed back to the table. It took one glance to see who she was talking to. She was talking to Ryan.
I walked up to Ryan and said,"umm hey. I just signed up for the talent show."
"good for you. why are you talking to me like I give a sh*t,b*tch.?"

I looked down at April and saw that she was looking at him with big eyes and a flirty smile. I cant believe this. I walked away because I knew the tears were going to come.
I walked in to the bathroom and saw Rosie in there fixing her hair.
"Oh sorry. I'll leave." I said in a crackly voice.
"No you can stay. are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine." I lied.
"Okay, I will see you later then."
She walked out the door and I looked at the mirror. whoa. I looked like I just woke up. my eyes looked swollen and my hair was a big puff ball. I looked through my purse to get my comb and to see if I had any spare eyeliner. whew! thank the pie master. after I combed my hair, I jabbed on some mascara. I took one last glance at the mirror and thought about why he said that.. I just don't understand. first April is making it seem like I knew him from before and now he thinks I'm a b*tch. All of sudden I heard Ryans voice outside the bathroom.

"Halle,come out please. I didn't mean that. April just told me to say that to see what you would do. I'm sorry."
I didn't answer. I just stood there. I got kind of scared because he was banging the door really loudly. I was surprised he didn't get caught.
"goddamn it! Halle. Please just come out..no wonder April called you an emotional b*tch."
I still didn't answer. I was in shock that my best fr-well my ex best friend called me an emo b*tch. tears started rolling down my cheeks.
"Whatever, I'm leaving." he said.
I heard his footsteps walking away.
I walked out of the bathroom and out of the school. I was going to walk around town or something. clear my mind out.
as I was walking toward the stop sign, I felt two arms swing around me and lifted me up in the air.
"Put me down Ryan!!!!" I screamed very loudly. he didn't put me down so I just kept screaming.
He ran down the street and finally put me down.

"What the hell Ryan? are you trying to kill me?" I started walking away from him.
"Halle,wait." his arms were around me again.
"Halle, I'm sorry.
"Yeah I know you're sorry."
"So you forgive me?" he asked sounding hopeful.
"Uhh let me think. No."
"But,why?"
I looked down and didn't answer.
"Is it because you think I'm not being completely honest to you?"
"Well kind of."
"How?"

"I don't know. April made it seem like I knew you from somewhere but I just cant think of it. And then you called me a bitch. Its just confusing me."
"I'm sorry."
I didn't say anything I just looked into his big eyes.
"Halle. when I die your going to find a letter. I cant explain you the truth now. Its far too early to tell you. But just know that I love you."
"How can you love me? I've only known you for a day."
"See, thats the part I cant tell you. Its just got to be hidden for now.
Just say you love me back please."

I didn't want to say I loved him because I wasn't sure. I was more confused than ever.
"Okay don't say it just forget it. Look I'm leaving you alone for awhile. I don't want you looking for me trying to figure out the truth. Oh and April isn't really your friend so just drop her. Okay this might even be the last time you see me."
"Wait,what?! you cant leave me with questions!"
as soon as I blinked he was gone. I started to get dizzy and my head was feeling heavier. I let out a big yelp. My heart started racing. All of a sudden, I felt this thrashing pain. 5..4..3..2..1.
I blacked out.
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Okay thanks for reading tell me what you think. also I'm sorry if your kinda confused about this story. After the next couple parts of this story it will make more sense about the 'truth'.