Remembered

I remembered that day like it was yesterday
You drove away, and you never came back
I hoped and prayed that you were ok
But my life had turned into the color black

You were my best friend
Every part of my life
But decided to leave
Did you ever even think of me?

How I thought so much of you
Or that without you my life would be nothing
Yet somehow you already knew
That your day would come, just not so soon

Why couldn't you just stay one more day?
That would have made a difference
I could've talked to you, and would've known what to say
Instead of crying and thinking why?

My life went down to ruins
All because you left
Nothing can ever bring me back up
Or even make me smile again

You always knew what to say and do
You made me laugh and smile
Now no one could ever step in your shoes
No, no one could ever replace you

You're the only one that I still miss
One of the two, the other a mistake
He was the last guy to ever kiss
But he gave me more than I could take

I try to forget about him
But not ever about you
For you never hurt me as much as him
But you both left me without a clue

He left me broken and walked away
You left me for another place
I got stranded here with nothing to say
All of this I remembered today