Really Can't

I really want to tell you that I love you,
But I cant.
It just wont come out,
I really do want to love you,
But I cant,
I really do try to love you,
But I really cant
It hurts to see you
It hurts to know you love me
When I cant love you back
I did love you
But feelings fade,
And I made this mess
I told you I love you
But now I don't,
But it would kill me to see you hurt,
I'm so ashamed
If you dumb me I wouldn't blame you
You deserve better than me
Someone who will love you back
Someone who's feeling will never fade
Someone better than me.