Questions to Which There are no Answers

Where are you now?
Are you here with me?
Are you with the angels?
How will we ever know?
When I think of you I want you here with me,
But I want you happy.
Do you think of me?
Do you wonder why?
Because that's all I think about.
I remember the day I held you for the first and last time.
Oh how my heart breaks to think of it.
But I remember the look of happiness and peace on your face.
It makes me wonder why you,
Why so young,
Why does any baby have to go through life in pain?
If there is a god why does he or she do this to our babies?
All questions to which have no answers.