Pure Life

Well this might be not really nice!! But I had to write it to get my feelings out so I dunno if You actually will understand it bs hope you'll do.
I hate thinking about it
But I have to…..
Am afraid of thinking of it

But I'm forced to….
Sorry won't do anything….
There's nothing in my hand to do….
Only to work hard for you

I'm scared of the future….
Of what will happen to you…..
I'm feeling guilty….

That I didn't help you….
It kills me to see sadness in their eyes…..
When they look at you….

Every tear I shed for you
Tells a story about you…..
Watching toy like this….

Aches me inside….
I wanna tell you lots
But you won't understand!!

I wish you could speak out
To spell it out… tells me what's inside!!
To absorb your pain….

Even if that cost me to die !!!!
Still I can't express…..
It hurts so bad…..

& sorry still not enough….
I'm gonna work something out….
I promise…..

Yes, I'm afraid of not keeping my promise…
I have already broken it several times before!!
Will I keep it this time??!!

But God helps me!!
I need to get her out of her cell…..
She needs to break free…..

To get out…..
Could it be her only chance !!!
To live a normal life…!!!!

This is my story….
Confused & stuck ….
To figure out a life…..for this pure life (the girl)

By The Dream <3
Published: 6/10/2009
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