Psycho

I've come to believe that there's no way out.
No way to stop this urge.

To be stuck in between.
Life and death.

I don't exactly understand this feeling.
Mixed emotions merge.

My blood boiling inside.
My heart pounding, dying.

My life has come to end.
My spirit decays.

It'll never change.
These walls, collapsing.

Too heavy it's impossible to escape.
Scared to reach out for help.

Embarrassed.
A life, I am abandoning.

Self- destruction.
Willingly.

Self- mutilation.
Nirvana.

I am a psycho.