Pretending

I remember there was a time
When I could breathe my life in you
Your pale fingers started to move
& I touched your face
& all life was erased
You smiled like a angel
Fallen from grace.
I become a slave to this love , since the moment I touched you, & kept begging for more.
What happened ?
In the grace of your love I writhe in pain
In 1000 ways I love you even though you don't feel the same
im for you - and im dying for your love
But you move away from me like a flying dove
But this one is for you
Just like they all have been .
Im not a heartless man made out of tin.
Instead im a hopeless fool drowning in my own sin.
Your love is the only thing I live for in this world
I just want you to know , that ill always be waiting.
Even though in your heart your always bothered & hating.
Each day , death knocks on my door
So each day I open the door
& I die a bit more.
Im in love with you , & its crushing my heart.
But you don't care so you move to a new start.
The love of two is one
So clearly here , I am done.
Tonight will come the last night of sadness
It is clear I can't go on
The door was open & the wind appeared
The candles blew & then disappeared
The curtains flew & then he appeared
Death himself.
Saying don't be afraid
I smile becoming numb,
But truly thinking what a feeling so dumb
I feel completely shattered for no longer feeling your love.
What I would give to see you once again
But im gone now.
So my dear , your laughter is finally turning into tears & your begging for more even though the end is getting near.
I adore the despair in your eyes
I worship your lips , once red as wine
I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
I just love the way your running out of life
Its too late now.
Im gone to somewhere , where now , not even you can save me.
Believe me,when I say Goodbye forever is for good.