Pretending Not To Care

Love is a very crazy thing
Not really sure where really to begin
It comes usually when you don’t want it
It comes lacking an instructions kit
People react differently to this feeling
With every person it’s a different dealing
Some follow it, desire it, constantly chasing
Won't rest till its found, continuous pacing
They treat it like lobster on a gold platter
Others avoid it, I am the latter
I used to ask for it, until my heart broke
Since then, love makes me gag and choke
If I see it coming, I run a mile
Usually break hearts in quite a style
I don’t know why, but I'm terrified
I fell in love recently, I nearly died
I love her to pieces but have to push her away
Be hurtful to her, so she can’t stay
This heart is mine, its not to share
I'm sorry I hurt you, but I can’t show I care