Pleasure

It's the sweetest pain to have ever been felt,
It brings on new pain, in a desired way,
You forget about all the bad things that happened in that moment,
Now you focus on the tiny, painful sensation.

As the past in your veins flow out,
Soon enough you will be healed new.
It hurts as it becomes a new mark to your body,
But you marvel at how calm it feels.

To be able to control your emotions,
Your own pain is worth going through.
You're like an addict,
Waiting for your next fix.

Your desire has taken over once again,
So sweet, so intoxicating to be in control,
To control your own life.