Pains will Lead to Victory

Why it happened! What was my fault!
I was just running! may be without halt.
But was I happy? Life was never best,
I should have taken rest, I should have taken rest.

Mask was my need,
For every relation, it required a different plead,
I tried to control, but was buying things from wrong stalls,
They say that I ruined it,
I never devised at proper time a social outfit,
But who is perfect? And who doesn’t fall?
Without falling apple today science would have looked small.

I admit that I made mistakes,
After every year I was just cutting cakes,
But who is prepared?
After every earthquake pains remains to be shared,

Yes life was best! When I was a teen,
Partying with friends and relishing ice creams,
Cricket in field and girlfriend in dreams,

Passions of one time turned profession,
Girlfriend in dreams of one time is today a bitch,
Friends are less, only relations to stress,
Everything is in mess, everything is in mess.
Long poem short , I am now in lot of distress,
I confess! I confess!