Pain Of Life

Wake me up before I die, let me see this web of lies, hear my screams, shouts, and cries! But, as I lay in my bed ready to cry from all my dread and waiting to be dead only to live once again, never to cry for mother again as she kills me from within. But wanting to never live again but instead of death I get to live this horrid life I have once loved only to be stolen away from me, and in return I get blood and pain and nothing more for me to gain. So why live on this earth that god has created me only to help kill me? So I ask my dearest friend would you help me escape my horrid life or would you, like so many, try to take what is left of this miserable life?