The Pain Hurting Me

I’m sitting in my room
Listening to a song.
It reminds me of her.
Why can’t I get over her?
Why won’t the pain go away?
The song is slow but she won’t
Go away. I want to be over her
And for the pain to go away.
Every time I’m home and start
To go to sleep I cry.
I cry myself to sleep
Because of the pain I have.
The pain is from her hurting me.
Why do I want her back?
The pain won’t go
Away because it’s a scare
On my heart now.
Why do I cry over her for?
She’s not worth it,
My sister tells me that and I
Never listen to her.
Now I am listening because every time I
Don’t I get hurt.
No one can help me with my pain
And now I know what it
Feels like to die,
Because I’m already dead inside.
I’m sitting here wondering
If she knows that I’m dead or not?!?
My friends and my sisters are always by
My side to help me and take care of me
When I’m hurt or depressed.
They hate to see me get hurt.
The song is almost over but I’m not over her.
I wish it was like a song.
When the song is over you’re over that person,
But it’s not like that at all.
It’s hard to go everyday with this pain.
It hurts so bad that I wish I was dead.
I would feel no more pain and she wouldn’t care if
I’m gone or not, so why does it matter?
My friends and m sisters would miss me,
But…would she?!?