Pain And Suffering

I’m afraid to be alone with you
When you drink or you’re sober
I still fell like a burden
It always seems to be my fault
The way you act and react
I don’t want to be with anyone that would do that
I want to be happy and care free
But in this world of mine
You can’t help but be miserable
You get tortured, abused
Beaten and yelled @
It seems like nothings going to change
You try to hide it but you can’t
The more you try, the more people get concerned
All the pain and suffering builds up
And the next thing you know
You’re holding a bloody knife
But in the end
You’re free to be yourself
No more pain and suffering!