One Year

One year later and I've tried
Change I cut my hair and wor
A smile everywhere yes things
Were looking up.

But now I am alone and so very
Cold I now wear black and cry
Myself to sleep.

To my mum and dad I am fine to
Them I am smiling all the time.

But when I am alone and things go
So cold I pull out my old friend. He
Looks at me and says dear boy do
Not cry for I am here to relieve u
Of your fears.

And I took a crack at love but it wasn't
Enuth my heart is week and as I weep
I feel the pain getting worse.

I stopped going to see her grave but it didn't
Work.

So one year later and I have tried to change
And I've tried to block out the pain but now I'm
Back to where I was and this is where I show stay alone for all of eternity