One Last Kiss Chapter 11

It was the 5th month of my pregnancy. I've recently went for a scan and the doctors said that the baby is doing just fine. It was the most blissful time and I was quite excited that in about five months I'm going to be a mum. My belly was already twice bigger than it used to be and was still growing. My parents advised me to give the baby for adoption as they knew that I wasn't ready but no matter what I felt that I couldn't give up the baby.

One day when I was on the way home from Groceries shop I runned into Adrian. He was quite surprised to see me. He started to mae a conversation first.

"I've noticed that you're not wearing any ring so I'm assuming - single mum- to-be ?" He said at the end.

"Yes" I said

"So would you mind if I ask you out sometimes?" He asked. What a cheesy way.

"Do you really want to date a pregnant woman?" I joked

"So is it yes or no? But before you say no I just want you to know that the reason why I said that I wasn't interested back in college was because you took me by surprise but then when I wanted to make a move towards you, you were with another guy" He said. It made a good point.

"Ok" I said and smiled

"How about Tomorrow night? I will pick you up and then I leaned back and we kissed.

I rang Louise to tell her what has happened

"He kissed me" I said with sophisticated voice

"Yes thats what guys usually do ... But who? Am I not deserve any more detail?" Louise joked.

"Do you remember Adrian Parker, my college crush?"

"Oh my God really? He finally asked you out?" She was as much excited as I was.

Ont the next day we had a dinner together. I was quite surprised how quickly I fell in love with him. Of course he was smart, handsome, funny and even more charming that I would thought. After a month we were totally crazy about each other and somehow I had a feeling that it was good for me as I needed some relief after Amar left for good. I still missed him but I wanted to move on so much and with Adrian I still had a lot to look forward to.

What would it be if I would end up with Adrian first ?

One day Adrian looked at my framed form picture from college .

"I cannot believe you still have it. I look like a weirdo in here" We both laughed.

"Yes I keep those things. Will you be interested in see more pictures from college? We can have a lot of laugh from those I keep upstairs" I said

"Sure, bring them on" He said" And listen I've got a question" He said. I stopped walking .

"Yes?"

"So this thing between you and Amar that people were talking about was truth?" He asked. There has been much more than simply telling him. I made a mistake and I couldn't fix it . But I couldn't blame myself for anything. It wasn't my entire fault.

"I'm afraid so say so." I said and freezed for a moment.

"I'm sorry if what I'm asking is too private" He said

"No its totally ok. You can ask me whatever you like" I smiled

"So is it ... his?" He asked pointing at my stomach.

"Yes" I said and felt tears in my eyes.

"Ok" He said

I went upstairs for pictures.
"You're going to love it" I said when I accidentally missed the step. I remember the time when I fallen down on. It started to hurt me so bad and I saw the blood. Adrian quickly runnied towards me.
"Oh my God. Are you all right?" He shouted with panic." I'm calling the ambulance "Ive heard him dialing the number.
"Did I ...?" I started to cry. It happened so fast. I hit my head first .
I looked at my hand which was covered in blood. I started to panicked but I couldn't move. My hip and stomach hurted really bad.
I didn't know what to do. I was crying because I was scared that I've lost the baby. I fainted.
For a moment I could feel that Adrian took me to the car and we go to the hospital. I don't remember much but when I entered the hospital the tears was striming down from my face. I had no idea what was going on. What I experienced in here was what I thought the end of the world. I had no idea in which direction I was heading on and who were the people that surrounded me.

The hospital was huge. The plain white walls were making me feel like I was in heaven. Busy but quiet corridors like a labyrinth you can easily get lost in. These walls were telling us different stories about people who died, broken hearted or all saved lives. The stories they've seen and experienced before upon the dreams that were never to be seen before ever again.

As soon as I entered the hospital I passed out. I knew Adrian was there for the whole time.

When I woke up I saw my parents and Adrian sitting beside me.

"What's happened?" I asked quietly. My stomach was still hurting.

"You had little accident. You fell out the stairs do you remember?" Adrian said touching my hand

I got my eyes wide opened

"How is the baby?" I asked with panic. They said nothing for a few seconds so I could figure out that I've lost it.

"I'm sorry honey" My mum said . I started to cry.

For the rest of the day I was so depressed that I couldn't stand thought of seeing anyone. Talk to anyone. I was in such a mess.

"How long do I have to stay in here?" It was the first and the last sentence I said that day

"Doctors have recommended you to stay here for 24 hours to rest" My dad said .

My parents and Adrian tried to make a contact with me but I couldn't be bothered to. Instead I lied and stared at plain white wall thinking of how could I let that happen.

On the next day I went out of the hospital. I still could barely walk so Adrian was helping me in the entire time. I was glad I could count on him when I needed.

I couldn't face the loss of the baby. I was too hard.

"I'm so sorry about your loss. How do you feel?" He mean it

"What do you think how I feel" I began to say" I'm going crazy. I've lost something really important to me." I cried. He was trying to help me get out from depression but it was hard and too painful. I've lost the ... child" He was hugging me but I felt much better by telling him." This little person ... it lived in me for so long. I've already approved to myself that I will start the family. I've already approved that soon I was going to be a mother."

"You didn't do this on purpose."

"I know but it happened and it happened to me."

"You have to deal with it and move on. I'm here for you so if you need any help"

"Thank you for your nice words and all this support"

"I love you and I would do anything for you" He said and kissed me. It felt so nice.

I cried for several days after and I think Adrian could understand my pain.