One Last Kiss Chapter 10

My parents always knew that it will never worked out and again I was alone. Something inside me snapped. I didn't know what to do or where to go. I was more than mad. I cried.

Sometimes I wished I had never known him.

When I got slightly bigger I decided that it will be appropriate time to move out from my parent who sold the house and moved out living on the country side behind the city.

Everything was changing so fast. My parents still were mad at my for being knocked up althought they gave me a lot of help and support in the first months of my pregnancy. I knew they will never forgive me for the disappointment I brought them.

Sometimes I thought that I could of do much better with my life.

So far I feel that I have lost myself one of these days. That the world is changing and I don't see it. Sometimes I ask myself why was it so hard for us to be together. I have never felt so lonely in my life and no matter what I was hurt inside. It was embodiment of pain. I hated that constant desire to cry. The feeling I couldn't escape from. I couldn't stop it. I couldn't shake it off.

I always ask why.

But there's no answer.

I wished I knew. I wished I could understand.