Older

I'm getting older.
2012 is almost here.
Before I know it,
I'll be an old man, my dear.

I wonder if I'll be alone.
If I'll live with my regrets.
Or will I let go?
Forgive myself, and not fret.

Will I find myself,
Find my path?
Will I get lost,
And filled with wrath?

Will I see, the blue sea?
Will I be, in decency,
Indecently? Just like when,
We were young.

But I'm getting older.
I'm getting colder.
I'm losing my spark.
The world's getting dark.

Will I be senile?
Cynical?
When will I reach,
My pinnacle?

We were young,
Yesterday.
But now we,
Are on our way.

What more mistakes,
Can I make?
In so little time
Am I in my prime?

I'm getting older.
I used to be bolder.
I'm getting calmer.
So what is so wrong here?