Oblivion

I'll take my time as the clock unwinds
I think ill skip this opportunity and wait for you at the next stop
Dressed in codes of green and purple
With these drawn-on smiles and laughs
Upon the everlast express
Where love is legal and hearts are merely machines
Nothing is all too much
But all too much is everything
Strong for the weak
Broken for the parts that need the most fixing
These hands of magic are no good so broken you shall remain
Songs of praise and thanks
Such is this reality

I've escaped into oblivion
So warm and comforting
There's nothing here, just darkness
But the sound is ringing, calling, searching
For something, anything
The sound of desperation
Pleading, panicking
Its louder now
And then it stops
Not surprisingly its dead
It knew there was nothing out there
And no one to help
But it has escaped into oblivion
So warm and comforting

Falling through the cracks of time
A curtain of darkness falling over
Embracing me
Everyone's gone now
Chased away by suicidal incidents
So I bow
To the intentional accident
Watching and waiting with this impassive mask
They won't last any longer

This silence is so loud its terrifying
Everything is so clustered around
And yet
Its so blank, so void
I have nothing to live for anymore
Clutching this empty promise
I'm rotting in this empty shell that feeds off love and hate
I can feel pain and i bleed red..
So why do i feel dead
If i stay still
I'll disappear onto the other side
So I will wait..

I feel sick seeing all these fake people
Drained of everything
Because nothing is definite, this world is just a moment
Watching it all from behind the glass
Screaming and crying and begging
But they can't hear me from behind that glass
All they see is a part of me
My half-shadow is the one out there
A shell of myself like ripples of water
Things touch down affecting me
Still
I remain
The same as before and forever