Nothing Left to Miss

Beautiful agony,
Piercing screams,
Can no one see?

Screaming without a sound,
Becoming nothing,
At least for that I'm bound.

I am so confused,
I'm torn between the yes...
But yet, I'm afraid you're refused.

Knowing what's to come,
Fearing it will be too long...
But yet too short to run.

Ignoring the leers,
The many stares,
I'm the only one to see the tears.

Desolation,
Such an empty feeling...
So full of incompletion.

Faking smiles,
Pretending to be there,
Ignoring all those long miles.

Knowing the end is near,
There's nothing left for me to say,
But yet, there's so much left to fear.

We were everything,
But as most things,
Everything becomes nothing.

I'm sorry to say,
But the sun is setting,
We're nearing the end of today.

Tomorrow is all there is,
After all,
There's nothing left to miss.

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No matter what happened, it was beautiful. But the sun seems to be setting to our perfect day... after all, 'today' seems to have a series of earth-shaking storms... but it calmed down... and the sun sets. Life does go on.

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From my previous poems 'Lost You', 'What we're waiting for', 'Is This the End of Forever', 'Can Never be the Same', 'Cut Apart', 'Butterfly Wing', 'In My Heart', and 'Leaving' a sort-of conclusion (most likely there will be more!). Thanks to all of you who commented! It helped but I've reached my conclusion... now all I can do is wait, even if it hurts me.