Nothing Anymore

The autumn leaves caress my skin
The air leaves my body in bubbles
What am I?
Why do I exist?

I can make out your hand from the surface
The same hand that slipped away from mine
My hair touches my face like tentacles
Maybe this is really the end
Maybe I can finally rest.

I could die here, unknown, unbestowed
No sorrow
No anger
Nothing anymore.

I know it's time to rise to the surface
I have to keep living even if I don't want to
I scream, just like I screamed
When I came into this broken world.

Tears mix with water drops
I am alive, my heart beats
And I know I am here to stay
I collapse from it all..