Not All Scars Show

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't always see
The pain someone feels!

So close your eyes
And listen to their heartbeat
As their soul is slowly torn apart!
The bitterest tears shed over graves
Are for words left unsaid
And deeds left undone...
Their souls are now gone !!

A gun in each hand
As you hear the teens say
I'm done!

Another suicide
As this world loses its pride
With broken hearts and dead souls
We lose sight of our goals and dreams
Can you hear the screams?

Taken by the fear of desolation
I stay awake...
Throughout sounds of despair
Up holding my attention
Why has it all come to this?

This life has not finished.
Help me...
A simple man without needs
I have not lost my will to breathe.

This cannot betray the good in me
I'm not paying for your beliefs
Pain is enough !!
I'm not that strong I'm not that tough!

But I continue fighting
If I won't stand up
Then who will
I won't suffer because of your mistakes
But I won't let you fall to the ground alone
Like a dog with a bone
I'll continue biting my lips
Until the darkness breaks.

I can hear the hearts and souls shake
From all the mistakes,
The pain surrounding me I begin to go insane!!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

I'm just one man with no money in my hand
And life left to live
Can't sleep at night
Because of the screams of agony and despair
This world has become a nightmare.

God if you're truly there
Show us the light
And end this pain and suffering!
By the sense of being here!!

Pain staring from your eyes
Have we made a promise ??
Strained too far this lie...
The trust has been broken again.

And this path will never lead
Past the nightmare
Straight towards my grave.
Not another fucking forfeit....
Are you telling me to forget??

The rising hate left to fear
I won't be buried in here !!
It gets harder and harder to breathe
As the words begin to choke me
And I can barely see.

My vision blurred
And the screams can still be heard
Miles away...
I can feel my heart collapsing on me
Chose a bad day to continue living
If only I gave up yesterday
I wouldn't be in this mess today.

Hand me the gun cuz baby tonight
I'm done!
Call me a coward
But this is the last night.

I'll run and hide
I'll end here
Don't shed a single tear.
Hope you're happy cause..
My life a constant
Thanks to the struggle in which you placed me...

A test of wills
For my weakness to be displayed
Why do you
Want to
Destroy?
Why do you
Smile at
My pain?

My lord I am dying!!
Hating all light but still strengthened in night
Leaving the world knowing that my flames of hope have drained,
And only darkness remains!!