Nobody to turn to you...

Come to me,
Cry on my shoulder,
I can help you overcome your problems.
I show support,
Encouragement,
And advice.
I'm a good listener,
Hearing everything between boyfriends and families to work,
But when the tides turn, I have no shoulder to cry on.
I feel like I'm stuck in a vortex that I can't escape,
Trying to drag myself out, but fail always.
Nobody to look forwards to, but just my shadow,
Even my best friend and my boyfirend wouldn't even help.
It feels like my heart is cold and hard,
Missing what life feels like.
It's like standing on the edge of a cliff,
Debating if I should jump or stay on the edge.
People like me shouldn't be here,
They are unnoticed and never gets thanked.
It's like my life is blurred, caught between the past and present,
Wanting to leave and move on,
But it's hard, not having anybody to help.
So I walk alone, heartache and a cold heart.