No One Understands Me!

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You stole my heart!
Lord' You have Stolen my Heart and my Soul,
You have let me return to your Heavenly place,
Me! A man standing in disgrace,
Now a Poet I want to be!
With you and your Father
Living forever free;
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"NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME"
I can see You!
I'm watching You!
My Arms are scared with cuts,
The Shrink said,
I'm Nuts! but I'm not!
My Voices told me I'm not!
I Watch the Blood drip down my arms,
I get Excited!
And turned on,
But I didn't feel any Pain any more!
There coming to get me! the Bogey men.
The Bullies Lined up at the gate, there is No! Escape....
I will use the knife again tonight,
Just one or two little cuts to start with,
The scares on my wrists are healing up,
I will open just a few, Only one or maybe two,
Shit! I've gone too deep!
I can't stop the blood,
Well I didn't bloody well care!
The sky is getting Darker!
I'm going to die!
And I still can't cry....
NO! No! no!
Mum Leave me alone!
Oh God not another Hospital,
"Let me Die'
Why can't you let me be?
God Understands' he told me!
Suicide is not a sin!
Please let me go?
Please..
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