No One

I feel like crying,
Letting my walls break down
Hiding myself from the world
No one understands.

I wish I could talk to you,
Would you even listen?
My heart is aching
My heart is breaking.

I can’t escape from my mind
It’s holding me captive,
Like a prisoner in a cell.

Hands on the cold iron bars
Shaking furiously for freedom
Slowly dying on the inside
But no one seems to notice.

They think my life is perfect,
No one really knows
Cause no one really cares
They think I'm a fake.

When who's the one lying
Sadness fills me
It's all I feel,
I may smile but it's not real
You say you know who I am,
You say you know how I feel.

How can you lie to my face?
Is that what you call friendship?
Cause then I don’t want a part of it.

I can't take it anymore
I'm going to lash out
Break free from this jail
Crawling from the beaming lights
Over the fence of death
And into the dark forest.

I'm swallowed by the fears
Lying deep within,
Being pushed around
By the enclosing walls
Of my heart and mind.

I may not be beautiful on the outside
But my heart is pure
I don’t want to hurt you
So let me go,
Before I damage you.

I can't stand to see you in pain
Especially if I'm the cause
Let me drown in my sorrow
While you forget me and move on
But just know I always loved you.