New You Today

So I sit here and stare at the bare walls. Covering my eyes from the shame that haunts me. Hurt is all I see, and all I feel. It eats me alive, and makes me believe I can't do any better. I'm weak and I know it, but my own torment seems to control me. I glance at the window, and all is known. The darkness screams out, breaking my train of thought. Cold air hits my lungs immediately and I'm free falling into the unknown with no one to break my fall. I was a lonely girl in a world with disappointment surrounding her every move.