New~~~Who Is He Now?~~~

I keep telling myself how to feel.
Being make believe until it comes true.
Pretending I’m in control.
It’s ok to feel alone.
But being hidden by your own cloth.
Its ok to feel not strong.
Hiding from the shadows.
Who are clear.
This is a boy.
Who is rarely known.
To all who do not understand him.
And me.
It is because of me..
That he has changed.
But not that much.
Is known to me.
Only that.
He is dead inside.
But for a little while.
It will hurt.
Then hopefully.
All will be forgotten.
All people will be forgotten.
And all lies.
Will unfold.
Then.
Who is he now?
Who was he then?

This Goes Out To My Friend Ryan .T.