New Road 6

When I woke up I was laying in hospital bed. My brain hurt so much; it was like a hammer hitting my head over and over again.

I couldn't concentrate at all, all I could see was the ceiling above, it was night so the all the lights were off, except one small light in the hallway. Then I heard snoring coming from the side of my bed.

For a minute I got excited and thought that may be my mum would be the source of the noise. I turned quickly onto my side, too quickly and fell onto the floor.

Before I could even try picking myself of the ground, someone's strong arms were picking me off the fall and talking at 100 mile per hour at the same time. Finally I managed to figure out what they were saying "Are you ok rosy posy"

I looked up at this, no one but one person had ever called me that, and that was Matt. And there looking down at me was Matt.

"Ok, I have died and gone to heaven" I laugh, despite how much that hurt.

Then it hit me, if this was a dream I wouldn't be in so much pain. But if this wasn't a dream, I just said that out loud

I turned and looked at Matt's amused face, "This isn't by any chance a dream?" I asked confused

"No" he laughed, "and yeah you said that out loud" he laughed again, but something in his laugh was different; he sounded sad, even though he was laughing

"What's wrong?" his concerned face coming closer to mine
"It's just, my everything hurts" I said helplessly lying back down onto my bed.

"Oh" he lay down beside me and wrapped his arms around me and buried his head into my beast, it felt so right but I knew it was wrong, and that just made me angry, how he could do this when he had a girlfriend

"Get off" I said quietly pushing him off, he looked stunned but didn't move. "You have a girlfriend" I said again

He just looked at me with his sad eyes and buried his face back into me, "She's gone" he said softly

Then he started crying, uncontrollable. "It's ok "I stroked his back and played with his hair, but I really had no idea what to do.

He looked up again, his face was blotched with tears, and he looked so helpless "Can I stay? Or do you really want me to go?"
I pulled him closer to me, and he buried his head back into mine, and slowly both of us went to sleep.

When I woke up in the morning, Matt was still asleep beside me; it wasn't a very bed, so most of his body was on mine. His head was just below my face, so I started playing with his hair, and for some reason I bent down and kissed him on his head

"She said that she didn't mind if I went out with you after she was gone. We were planning it" he said slowly into chest, great he gets up as I kiss him. I blushed; he had obviously felt me kiss him. But then I got angry

"How can you think about us when your girlfriend just died?" I whispered angrily at him.

He looked up at me, that when I noticed his eyes were full of tears, snot was running down his nose, his face was red, and my whole top was basically wet. He had been crying a lot, maybe even the whole time I was sleeping

"I'll never forget her Rose, but I can't do anything to bring her back" he broke down on the last few words, and he was crying again, this time I could feel him shaking

"It's ok baby, we'll get through this" I wrapped my arms around him and buried my head into his neck, I was crying to now.
After a while, he sat off me and pulled my face towards his "Why are you crying silly" he laughed, trying to cheer me up.

"Cos the only person in the world who ever cared about me started crying. And it hurts so much to see him get hurt" I looked down at the bed, I didn't want to see his face, but he pulled my
face back up so our eyes were only centimeters away.

"You're Amazing" he whispered, his hands trailing around my face.

"Don't ever leave me again" he looked at me with his sad eyes

"I won't, never" I pulled him into a tight hug, I was never letting go
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Tried making it longer! Ok, I'm not quite sure what i should do next, so please comment me some ideas!
Hope you like it! :D
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Published: 8/22/2009
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