New Road 4
I walked home silently, all I could see was his pained face, but it was my fault.
~Flash back~ Rose.
"Promise" I whispered suddenly shy
"Promise" he laughed bending down to kiss me
I slowly opened the door, everything was a mess.
Since mum left nothing had been the same, but I got through it. But today I just wanted to switch off. Cry myself to sleep, just do something that would take my mind off him.
I had said I loved him, and it was true, it still was. But I left, I left him alone.
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The next day I woke up with I start, someone was on top of me.
I tried screaming, but then I heard his voice, "Rose it’s me" it was Matt.
Sitting up to see his face, all I could see was tears. "Mat-tt w-what’s w-w-rong?"
His face was red, obviously from crying, I reached out and held his face in my hands, and kiss the top of his nose, like he used to when I was upset.
"I’m confused" He whispered back, pulling me to his chest.
"About what?"
"Us" he said shortly.
"I really loved you Rose, with all my heart, you know that right? And I think I still do but do you love me?" he pulled me up so I was looking straight into his eyes. And then he left.
I walked to school alone, completely confused. I saw Matt and my eyes lit up, then I saw his hands. They were around a...guy. I turned and ran. I knew he saw me, I could hear him call after me. But I couldn't face it, he’s gay.
I ran into the class room, and sat down, making sure there was no room for him anywhere around me. Just then he walked and stared at me, "Rose, can you sit by me?" he yelled across the classroom, everyone turned and faced me. "Umm, no thanks."
He looked heartbroken, but so was I. I just couldn't face him right now.
Half way through the lesson someone passed me a note, it was from Matt,
'Rose, it’s not what it looked like, I swear. Meet me after school? By the sheds? Please. I love you'
His eyes were intently on me as I read the note, I nodded. He smiled at me, and turned to look at the front.
After school I walked to the sheds, no one really went there. It was a complete dump. When I saw him, my heart jumped. He saw leaning on the wall, he looked gorgeous. "Uh hey" he said awkwardly as he saw me.
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Hey guys, I've decided to carry on with the story. But i really need some ideas! I had I great one when I started but decided to use it for the other story. I know, silly me. So please comment! And thanks for everyone who did comment!
:D
P.S there might be two of this part, cos my computer stuffed up
~Flash back~ Rose.
"Promise" I whispered suddenly shy
"Promise" he laughed bending down to kiss me
I slowly opened the door, everything was a mess.
Since mum left nothing had been the same, but I got through it. But today I just wanted to switch off. Cry myself to sleep, just do something that would take my mind off him.
I had said I loved him, and it was true, it still was. But I left, I left him alone.
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The next day I woke up with I start, someone was on top of me.
I tried screaming, but then I heard his voice, "Rose it’s me" it was Matt.
Sitting up to see his face, all I could see was tears. "Mat-tt w-what’s w-w-rong?"
His face was red, obviously from crying, I reached out and held his face in my hands, and kiss the top of his nose, like he used to when I was upset.
"I’m confused" He whispered back, pulling me to his chest.
"About what?"
"Us" he said shortly.
"I really loved you Rose, with all my heart, you know that right? And I think I still do but do you love me?" he pulled me up so I was looking straight into his eyes. And then he left.
I walked to school alone, completely confused. I saw Matt and my eyes lit up, then I saw his hands. They were around a...guy. I turned and ran. I knew he saw me, I could hear him call after me. But I couldn't face it, he’s gay.
I ran into the class room, and sat down, making sure there was no room for him anywhere around me. Just then he walked and stared at me, "Rose, can you sit by me?" he yelled across the classroom, everyone turned and faced me. "Umm, no thanks."
He looked heartbroken, but so was I. I just couldn't face him right now.
Half way through the lesson someone passed me a note, it was from Matt,
'Rose, it’s not what it looked like, I swear. Meet me after school? By the sheds? Please. I love you'
His eyes were intently on me as I read the note, I nodded. He smiled at me, and turned to look at the front.
After school I walked to the sheds, no one really went there. It was a complete dump. When I saw him, my heart jumped. He saw leaning on the wall, he looked gorgeous. "Uh hey" he said awkwardly as he saw me.
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Hey guys, I've decided to carry on with the story. But i really need some ideas! I had I great one when I started but decided to use it for the other story. I know, silly me. So please comment! And thanks for everyone who did comment!
:D
P.S there might be two of this part, cos my computer stuffed up
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