New Life (11) Part II

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Chapter 11 Part II

Ila POV:

We walked along the garden in absolute silence. I looked down at my feat while I felt his eyes on me every now and then. Then I realized I should apologize him for behaving kind of rude to someone he loved or may be still loves...

I don't know why I did that, but at that moment I wanted to get him out of it;

We walked beside each other when I realized that I was still holding his hand.
I started to remove my hand from his while he tightened the grip.
I looked at him surprised.

"Just let it be like that" he finally spoke
I just nodded.
"Mart - I mean Martin I just wanted to say-"
"You've already called Mart last night Ila, and also just a while ago.So Mart, is fine. I don't wanna be Martin for you" He bent down to meet my face and nudged my head against his. I smiled at this gesture.
"And you just wanted to say..?" he added.
"Huh?"
"I guess you should complete your sentence.."
"Oh yeah." I sighed. " I wanted to say that I am sorry for the way I spoke to her,I mean.." I didn't know what else to speak and explain him about it.
He stopped walking while I turned around to face him.

"Thank you" he uttered those words slowly and clearly.
I shrugged my shoulders and nodded my head as to ask him about what and then he spoke.

"I've always tried to get over her Ila, since quite a long time and that's the reason I adopted all those arrogant methods to help myself forget her. Little did I realize that it's possible only when I try to be a better person or find someone better who would like me for what I am."

I kept staring at him listening to him because I've never seen him speak this emotionally before and I could sense deep emotion in his eyes. There was sincerity in what he said that showed in his eyes. Suddenly I realized that I actually know this person from deep inside a lot better now.

"I am absolutely surprised by the way you've known everything about me! But how?" he added
"Hm...Alex.." I answered.
"Really! You actually did some research about me..?" He was sounding exited.

"Not exactly but yes. Kind of. As it had become really important for me to know about your weird behavior after that unusual encounter that night.."

"U mean the kiss? " he grinned at me.

"Yeah.the kiss!! It as so weird. You were some kind of an absolute jerk back then..."

"And now I am not..?" he asked

"No. I think I've sensed some kind of change in you in the recent past.."

"Oh really? What if I ask you for another kiss now? Still do you think I've changed.." He smirked and his lips were splitting into a playful smile.

"Absolutely! Because you of asking my permission now which I obviously am going to deny-.
But you were a stupid desperate jerk at that time..!" I exclaimed.

"You really hated me. Didn't you?" he asked

"And so did you..! And I also know the reason for that Mart.."

I said it with a rather sad tone. I don't know from where that came from but I guess that just showed in my face as I saw him observing my expression keenly...

Mart Pov:

The way she said it moved the world around me. She actually was sad thinking that I hate her for some stupid reason? Yes...now all that sounds really stupid for me. Because it made me create this kind of an impression on her.

God! How could she even think that I her;
Ok.Though she thought that why is she sad about that? I thought it makes no difference to her, guess I was wrong..

May be it makes difference to her. May be!!.god! What am I thinking..??

Does she really care about me..? Can that be possible??

Of course yes..!! Why else will she be concerned about me hanging out with other girl?
Why else will she have to defend me?
And why is that she looking sad at the thought of me hate her..?

Why??
May be she felt the same way about the kiss just like I felt. May be. Yes why can't it be?
But how would I know??

by seducing her...
An inner voice said to me.

What?? Hell no!! I can't be that jerk again. I am trying to be the way she likes..
But what if she liked the Mart that kissed her..Yeah may be. If I kiss her now i'll know her reaction and ill try to know what it made her think....

Why don't I just give it a try? Why not? Of course I can..

Now my thoughts are out of my control because the thought of kissing her made me stare at her lips
She had been trying hard to grab my attention while I had been busy in my own thoughts.
By the time I decided upon what to do I started staring at her and she noticed it. She also noticed the desire in my eyes because she suddenly became uncomfortable and looked everywhere except my eyes as they were filled with desire to make her mine...

I moved a little close to her. She still wasn't looking at me but rolling her eyes everywhere..

"Ma-Mart. What are you..?" before she could continue I made my hand reach her cheek.

My finger made little patterns along the side of her face and down the jaw. She immediately closed her eyes and tilted her head back to feel my touch.
Now this made me more seductive. She was responding to it. Really?

I used another hand to get hold of her waist and grabbed her more close to me at once.
Now she was just an inch away from me and I could feel her breath at my neck. Then I trailed my hands around her chin and cupped her face in my hands. I lifted her face up a little while she still had her eyes closed.

I brought my lips to her forehead and then started kissing various areas in her face.
I kissed her cheek, her jaw, nose, chin, ear, forehead everywhere except her lips while she tilted her head in order to receive them as I went on doing that..

God! She was really driving me insane..! Her skin was soft and smelled seductive.The sensation of her skin against my lips was just breathtaking.

Then I kept my lips just a breath away from her and stared at her eyes that were still closed showing the pleasure on her face. She then got her hands that were loosely hanging down until now,on to my shoulders and slide them up my neck. She buried her hands slowly into my hair and moaned a little
Woahh!! She shouldn't have done this...

It was hard for me control any longer. I crushed her more into me making her slide against me while it seemed that she was waiting for my kiss...

I already got my answers to my questions now...my plan did work...

"So, You want it huh?" I whispered right into her ears.

She immediately opened her eyes as if she has gained her lost senses. She became uncomfortable and started struggling out of me. But I was strong enough to hold her tight in my embrace.

"Let me GO.." she struggled hard.
"I didn't force you to come this close to me. Now that you have come I won't let you out.." I grinned
"Shut up!!" she screamed still struggling to get out of me.

"Tell me how desperate you were to receive that kiss. I'Il llet you go." I reasoned with her.

"Desperate My foot! You are still the same Mart. It's absolutely my mistake to think that you have changed, guess I was completely wrong. Now let me go. Just leave me..!!" she screamed.

"I've already seen the truth behind your lie Ila.."

With that I removed my hand from her.
She took some deep breaths as if relieved and moved a little away from me.

"And I'll make you confess it, because I want to know your heart. And you know what my heart says..
It says. That I LOVE YOU...

Then I saw the panic look crossing her face.

"Yes. You heard it right. You have made me to face love again.
I don't hate you Ila..I just cannot hate you. Hating you is beyond death to me.
I just LOVE YOU the most Ila.

It's you and only you whom I would love with every part of my soul. And it's the kiss that made this difference to my thoughts..
And I wanted to know what it meant to you. I already got my answer now."

With that I covered the one step between us and bent forward to look straight into her eyes. They were filled with shock, surprise, panic and all such reactions and she was speechless.

"Now I will wait for you to say the same. And I am ready to use any of such evil methods to make you say that," I gave one of my fake devilish looks at her and continued..

"Because I know you do. I've just seen it. Thanks for this wonderful moment Ila.
I owe you...."

With that I kissed her nose and stood straight to kiss her forehead; gave one last look at her shocked expression before I turned on my heels and left.
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